Hi everybody,
This time I would like to tell you something more about the creative process I used for the intuitive painting Fairy of Winter.
Perfectionism
In the winter of 2013-2014 we were still living in Germany. In the previous years the cold season had brought us quite some snow, but at that particular moment it stayed away. This gave me an idea for a painting. I would paint a winter fairy bringing snow. Although I had been creating intuitive art for quite some time, I felt the pressure of perfectionism. This is a limiting emotion, especially with intuitive art that encourages you to create freely and take distance from consciously thinking about the rules and how things should be done. Intuitive art is about diving in the intuitive and subconscious realms and let them surprise you with the unexpected. That day I felt confused and not quite in touch with my creative source. I wanted to plan the result carefully and be in control. I doubted my creative process and I was feeling insecure.